I've dreamt of going to college since I was a kid, but now that the time's actually here it's surreal. I've been applying non-stop to all of my choices and the whole process is stressful and a little depressing.
It hurts to know that I might not maintain some of my friendships, that my relationship probably won't survive the distance, and that I have to rely even more heavily on myself. I won't be able to sob my eyes out on my mom's shoulder or let my dad handle my problems.
But on a much lighter note: aiRo25 has worked her magic and made me two beautiful banners. Check them out!